I am faced with the odd realization that I am grieving more for Keli than for either of my parents.
Where Keli was concerned, I would do anything for her, and I often did.
If only I had paid more attention to the symptoms, I feel like she might still be here.
Physically, my body is reacting to all this. I feel like I have been hit by a truck. I took sleeping pill last night so I wouldn't stay awake. My body needs rest.
Today, Desiree offered to come over, but I told her no... maybe later. But, she came anyways. Took me to pharmacy to pic up my meds, then out to lunch. I never would have made it if I were driving.
No energy. exhausted. I hope I revive from this soon.